Dedication
Prologue
Chapter One
Done
Chapter Two
And it begins…
Chapter Three
I Don’t Do Trust
Chapter Four
Cut a Bitch
Chapter Five
Nothing Like A Backyard BBQ
Chapter Six
Throwing Shit and Breathing
Chapter Seven
Sex on Wheels
Chapter Eight
Lunch Box
Chapter Nine
Curiosity
Chapter Ten
Porn Martinis
Chapter Eleven
Don’t Go
Chapter Twelve
I Belong to the Hurricane
Chapter Thirteen
Cooper, My Hero
Chapter Fourteen
Distraction
Chapter Fifteen
Bullet to the Head
Chapter Sixteen
Quack like a Duck
Chapter Seventeen
Fight for Us
Chapter Eighteen
I Don’t Get Paid to be Nice
Chapter Nineteen
Hell’s Empty
Chapter Twenty
Mine’s Bigger than Yours
Chapter Twenty-One
Too Much Porn for One Night
Chapter Twenty-Two
Check Fucking Mate
Chapter Twenty-Three
All My Mistakes
Chapter Twenty-Four
House of Cards
Chapter Twenty-Five
Red Hands
Chapter Twenty-Six
The Fourth Time’s the Charm
Chapter Twenty-Seven
Falling Apart
Chapter Twenty-Eight
Not How I Thought
Chapter Twenty-Nine
Can’t
Chapter Thirty
The Road to Hell is Paved with Good Intentions
Chapter Thirty-One
Everyone’s a Little Broken
Chapter Thirty-Two
Three Minutes
Epilogue
The Beginning
Acknowledgements